Monday, October 6, 2025

October 6th.

Today would have been our sixth anniversary. If you’re reading this and struggling with a gambling addiction, please—tell your best friends (Significant others, friends, and/or family), or just tell someone. Stop hiding. Seek help in any way you can.

I’m not writing this for sympathy or a “woe is me” moment. I hid my addiction. I gambled, took out loans to keep going, and lied to her—my best friend, the woman I loved. I don’t want pity. I’m sharing this because if you keep hiding, the consequences can be devastating.

Looking back, I can see how everything started to crumble the moment I chose silence over honesty. It’s a mistake I don’t want you to make.


The High Cost of Hiding the Truth

In every healthy, loving relationship, honesty is the bedrock upon which trust is built. When that foundation is strong, couples can weather almost any storm together. But some conversations are harder than others—and admitting to a gambling addiction often tops that list.

The fear of judgment, shame, or losing the person you love can make it tempting to keep the truth buried. But hiding comes with a heavy price. Choosing honesty, even when it’s uncomfortable, is one of the most powerful steps you can take to preserve and strengthen your relationship.

Here’s why being open with your significant other about your gambling addiction isn’t just important—it’s essential.


1. Strengthening Trust

Trust is the heartbeat of any lasting relationship. By opening up about your addiction, you’re showing your partner that you value transparency over secrecy. It demonstrates courage and a willingness to face hard truths together.

When your partner sees that you trust them enough to share something so personal, it deepens your emotional connection and reinforces the bond you share.


2. Building a Strong Support System

Gambling addiction can feel isolating. But when you confide in your partner, you allow them to become part of your recovery journey—not as a savior, but as a supporter.

They can offer emotional encouragement, help keep you accountable, and stand by you as you navigate this difficult path. Recovery is always stronger with a team behind you.


3. Avoiding Deception and Betrayal

Hiding a gambling addiction often leads to lies, secrecy, and financial manipulation—behaviors that slowly corrode trust. Deception doesn’t just hurt your partner; it fractures the relationship.

By being honest from the start, you prevent these cracks from forming. Transparency with your partner, close friends, and family creates a powerful defense against the destructive cycle of betrayal.


4. Encouraging Open Communication

Honesty invites honesty. By sharing your struggles, you set the tone for a relationship where both partners can speak openly about vulnerabilities. It creates a safe space where neither of you has to hide.

This kind of communication strengthens your bond and helps you face future challenges as a united front.


5. Rebuilding Together

Recovery is hard—but you don’t have to do it alone. When you face your gambling addiction side by side with your significant other, you’re not just healing yourself; you’re rebuilding your future together.

With mutual effort, patience, and accountability, you can create a relationship that’s even stronger and more meaningful than before.


How to Talk to Your Significant Other About Your Addiction

  • Choose the Right Time and Place: Find a quiet, private setting where you can speak without distractions. Sensitive conversations need space and calm.

  • Be Prepared: Learn about gambling addiction and reflect on how it has impacted your life. Be ready to answer their questions honestly.

  • Express Your Feelings: Share how this addiction has affected you emotionally, physically, and financially. Speak from the heart.

  • Listen Actively: This conversation isn’t one-sided. Your partner will have fears, questions, and emotions too. Let them be heard.

  • Offer a Clear Plan: Show commitment to change by outlining real steps—whether it’s therapy, support groups, financial boundaries, or all of the above. Words alone won’t rebuild trust—consistent action will.

  • Seek Professional Help: A therapist, counselor, or support group can give both of you structure, tools, and a roadmap for healing.


What Not to Do

  • Don’t Blame Your Partner: This is your responsibility to own.

  • Don’t Downplay the Problem: Minimizing only breeds mistrust and sets the stage for relapse.

  • Don’t Make Empty Promises: Promises without action mean nothing. Recovery requires a real plan.

  • Don’t Expect Immediate Understanding: Your partner may react with shock, hurt, or anger. Give them time to process.

  • Don’t Sit and Do Nothing: This is crucial. If you ignore the problem or drag your feet, you risk losing them. If you love your partner, act like it—now.


If They Choose to Leave

Not every relationship survives the impact of addiction. If your partner decides to walk away:

  • Respect Their Decision: Love cannot be forced.

  • Focus on Recovery: Use this as motivation to grow. Lean on friends, family, and your support network.

  • Learn From the Experience: Reflect deeply. Understand how your addiction affected the relationship and commit to becoming a better version of yourself.


If They Choose to Stay

If, after hearing your truth, your partner stays—consider it a gift. You’ve just had one of the hardest conversations you’ll ever have, and you’ve been given a second chance. Don’t waste it.

Fill the time you once spent gambling with time spent with them. Go on dates. Watch holiday movies. Volunteer together. Rebuild memories. Be present. Show them, through your actions, that their trust wasn’t misplaced.


One Day at a Time

Recovery is built one day at a time. So is love. Once you let honesty in, everything else gets better.

For me, it took losing someone I loved to finally face my truth. I hope you don’t wait that long.

Wednesday, October 1, 2025

🛑 A Guide to Quitting Gambling and Rebuilding Your Life

 Written by someone who’s been there.

Facing the Truth

Gambling addiction is brutal. It’s not just about losing money — it’s about losing trust, time, sleep, self-respect, and often, the people you love most. If you’re reading this, chances are you’re tired of the cycle. Maybe you’ve hit rock bottom. Maybe you’re teetering on the edge. Either way, acknowledging the problem is the first step toward getting your life back.

I spent years hiding my gambling. I lied to my partner, drained savings, took out loans, and told myself “just one more bet” too many times to count. But I also know firsthand: recovery is possible. Life after gambling isn’t just “better” — it’s freer, clearer, and more meaningful than you can imagine right now.

This guide is not the end all be all, it is your starting point.

1. Tell Someone — Stop Hiding

Addiction thrives in secrecy. The single biggest turning point in recovery often comes when you stop living a double life and tell someone the truth — a friend, partner, therapist, support group, or even a stranger online who understands.

Why this matters:
• Accountability breaks the isolation that fuels gambling.
• It turns vague intentions into real commitments.
• It allows others to help you design guardrails.

📝 Action Step: Identify one trusted person and tell them honestly what’s been happening. If you’re not ready to tell someone personally, join an online support community and share your story there.

2. Cut Off Access to Money and Gambling Accounts

Willpower alone won’t cut it. You must make gambling physically harder to do. This means removing or limiting access to both money and gambling platforms.

Practical Steps:
• Block gambling sites/apps using tools like Gamban, BetBlocker, or your bank’s gambling blocks.
• Self-exclude from casinos and betting platforms.
• Hand over financial control temporarily to someone you trust.
• Close or freeze high-risk accounts.

📝 Action Step: Spend one focused hour today taking concrete blocking/self-exclusion actions. This step alone can drastically reduce impulsive relapses.

3. Understand Your Triggers

Many gambling relapses aren’t random — they’re triggered by emotions, environments, or events. Common triggers include boredom, watching sports, payday, emotional pain, or social settings where gambling is normalized.

Awareness is power. You can’t avoid every trigger, but you can anticipate and prepare for them.

📝 Action Step: Write down your top 5 triggers and how you’ll respond differently next time they arise.

4. Find a Recovery Community

Recovery is not a solo mission. Joining a community of people who truly get it is often the difference between temporary abstinence and lasting change.

Options include GA meetings, Discord recovery servers such as the Problem Gamblers in Recovery, Reddit’s r/gamblingaddiction and r/problemgambling, therapy groups, or local addiction centers.

📝 Action Step: Attend one meeting or join one online community this week. Just listen if you’re nervous — showing up is enough at first.

5. Build New Habits and Structure Your Time

Gambling fills time. When you stop, that empty space can feel overwhelming — and dangerous. The solution is intentional structure.

Ideas to fill the void: exercise, creative outlets, learning new skills, volunteering, or journaling.

📝 Action Step: Create a simple daily routine for mornings and evenings to stabilize your days early on.

6. Start Repairing Your Finances Gradually

Gambling often leaves a financial mess. Facing it can feel terrifying — but avoiding it keeps you stuck.

Practical Steps:
• Make a complete list of debts.
• Prioritize high-interest debt.
• Consider credit counseling or balance transfers.
• Track spending and build a small emergency fund.

📝 Action Step: Spend one weekend listing all your debts and income clearly. No judgment — just clarity.

7. Address the Mental Health Side

Gambling isn’t just a money problem — it’s a coping mechanism. Many struggle with depression, anxiety, trauma, or ADHD.

Key supports: therapy, medication if needed, honest conversations, and healthier coping strategies.

📝 Action Step: Book one therapy session or explore counseling resources.

8. Track Your Progress & Celebrate Milestones

Recovery is built one day at a time. Celebrate 1 day, 1 week, 1 month, 6 months — each milestone matters. Count the hours, money, and mental space regained.

📝 Action Step: Start a recovery journal or tracker today. Check out Getevive.app

9. Be Prepared for Slips — and Don’t Give Up

Many people slip before they quit for good. A slip is not the end. What matters is how you respond. Analyze what triggered it, adjust your plan, and keep going.

💡 Remember: You’re not starting over from zero after a slip. You’re starting again with more knowledge than before.

10. Rebuild a Life You’re Excited About

Recovery isn’t just about not gambling — it’s about creating a life so meaningful and full that gambling doesn’t fit anymore. Over time, you’ll rediscover joy in the ordinary: dinners with friends, trips, hobbies, peaceful weekends, and financial stability.

One day, you’ll look back at this chapter and be proud you took the hardest step: starting.

 

Quitting gambling isn’t easy — but it’s absolutely worth it. I’ve lived both sides. I know the darkness, the guilt, and the desperation. But I also know the freedom, the clarity, and the quiet peace that comes with living gamble-free.

If you take one thing away from this: You can rebuild your life. One day, one decision, one honest conversation at a time.

 

Stay grinding, stop gambling. Life gets better. 

October 6th.

Today would have been our sixth anniversary. If you’re reading this and struggling with a gambling addiction, please—tell your best friends ...